A few weeks ago, I went to see an aura reader. That is, a woman who specializes in seeing a person’s aura as well as entities. I had completely forgotten about the fact that I had put my name on the waiting list and finally, a year later, I got a phone call schedule an appointment.
I came to know of this special person through a book she wrote. In it, she explains her understanding of entities, vibrations, metaphysics and more. A friend of mine first lent me this famous book when I told her about the visitation dream, I had experienced with a deceased friend. I had described it exactly as the aura reader does in the book and my friend’s eyes widened as she said, “you have to read this book then!” she immediately ran out of my office to fetch the book she happened to have on her and, after not being able to put the book down, she ended up gifting the book to me, merci Solange ;)
Needless to say, I connected with the notions of karmic relations, how she presents entities and their level of vibration and especially, the concept of our initial contract (AKA that which we are meant to fulfill while we are in this incarnation). This energetic, benevolent lady is not a crystal ball reader but once again, she sees entities (aka ghosts) and reads auras, which means she can access information of the individual’s past going back many lifetimes ago (aaaand I’m sure I will lose all the hyper-rational readers right about now). It was such a divine experience that I wished to share a few highlights of it with you and perhaps quench a bit of your curiosity.
The entire session lasted 90 minutes and I left with the printout of the narrative that was spoken to me and felt so empowered I was almost sparkling.
A bit of context on my state of before mind going in...
Having reached 40 years of existence *dramatic gasps with a view of the world*, I've grown tired of battling my imposter syndrome and I stand far more confident with all the choices I have made thus far. Like everyone, I have had my share of obstacles, but throughout, I have succeeded at remaining that zestful person while growing and accomplishing the things that I wanted to, one after the next. Whether it be in my studies, my career aspirations, my passion projects, my physical and mental health, my friendships, my lifestyle and who I am. Given that viewpoint, I sought the counsel of the energetic healer for additional guidance, one that would aid my intuition and confirm I was aligned with my mission here.
I arrived 15 minutes in advance, ready as I held her book that I wanted her to sign and a notebook in which I had questions like:
1. Am I well aligned with my reason to be here?
2. Why was I visited by my deceased friend versus other friends who were much closer to him than I?
3. I have always felt different, like I do not belong with the rest…
4.What have I been in my past lives?
The energetic counsellor sees me and greets me and the ease and kindness of this individual is palpable. There was a strong connection right away. Personally, I was thrilled to finally meet her, like a little nerdy book club fan.
We enter a room which is quite literally draped in blue and filled with beautiful crystals, most likely to assist her in her healings and protect her from negative entities as well. The strong and delightful smell of Champa incense fill my lungs as she gestures for me to take a seat. She sits across from me on the other side of the desk and to my right, a computer monitor with a blank page faces me with the small vertical line blinking, waiting.
“I will start by reading your aura…” she says with a huge smile. I nod thinking “absolutely, I can’t wait!!!” She closes her eyes for just a second and starts typing away at what she apparently sees of my aura. Nodding and saying “mmhmm” every now and again as if receiving information from a group of people. Knowing full well I have this blog post and information on other social media available for her to have researched me, I keep an open mind and am curious to know the information she will reveal to me.
Well…Lemme tell you!
“It is always interesting to see such auras. The layers of your aura are very large, demonstrating just how much you have learnt in your many past lives…an old soul. This explains why you easily assess people’s hearts and the genuineness quite rapidly. You also have very sophisticated compartments in your brain, information that is organized and stored in different files, which enables you to make links between one event and another and the whys of their circumstances. This also explain why people are drawn to you and open up to you as they know you listen well and provide so many different solutions to help them there where they need it.”
I could not help but smile and laugh as I saw the words appear one after the next…quite accurate, even though my LinkedIn profile and other sites indicate my field of studies: behavioural sciences.
“The colors of your aura are magnificent because there are so many.”
the compliment I get most often is the following: “you are such a sunshine person” or anything to do with the sun really given my energy and zest for life. Could this also be tied to my zodiac sign of leo which is ruled by the sun and fire? And since I dress the way I feel, even my wardrobe reflects this. I have so many flashy colors and I hardly own or wear any black (don’t get me started on MF black leggings which I despise except for workouts and dance class.) She continued…
“There are also geometrical configurations, indicating that you have projects in the backgrounds that come into manifestation ONCE they are COMPLETE, fantastic. You have a natural ability to create a bubble around yourself and not let distractions come through”.
Sure, the aura reader could have seen I have just published a book too, however, the ‘bubble’ comment is beyond accurate. That is exactly how I roll. For many of my choices or projects, be them big or small, have been untrending (AKA against society’s current) and I have managed to steer clear of the waves of judgement and temptation to self-sacrifice simply to feel part of the crew thereby renouncing to my own mission. I need to live my truth and well, be that sunshine person!
The Third Ear
“The third ear is very developed.”
Ok, HOW does she know this? I have indeed mentioned music in some of my way older blog posts but, she took it to the next level as she continued typing.
“We often speak of the third eye when the same is true for the third ear…the intuitive ear. The one that hears beyond what is spoken. Once the second side will be fully developed, your intuitive hearing will take charge of only letting the positive come through. It will filter the rest, and this will help you as you are quite sensitive. The tone of voice of certain people affects you still. A negative work may also disturb you.”
Annnnnd my jaw proceeded to drop. This is too precise for her to know.
The combination between the different bits of information she was reading is what moved me the most. There was a lot of discussion in between her reading/typing since I asked a lot of questions to understand but for simplicity, I am sharing the gist. She then proceeded to draw how it looks like when the ears are fully developed (there are apparently three phases, one of my ears has all three, the other is at the second phase).
When you were little, you had periods of intensive dreaming which brought you a lot of information applicable to your reality. These gradually ceased as you applied what you learnt. Now, the quality of your dreams goes forward into the future. That is, what you dream of can fix the future that has not yet occurred. This is considered quantum physics! Listening to dream bits to prevent things from happening and tells us what we need to adjust, behaviour wise.”
She is so right. I pay attention to the messages in my dreams and look them up and stay highly alert to this. I believe in astrology as well (if you don’t, then you deny the moon has any effect on earth and same goes for the sun…it’s a package deal y'all). I was bewildered as I realized I have in the past written entire poems which came to me in my dreams (one in Italian, published in my novel).
“You have been in MANY wars. Most recently in the 1800s as a nurse who worked in the frontlines, replacing doctors who consistently declined, one after the next. You reacted well in emergency states and you knew the human body well, even in those times in which people were ignorant the body’s mechanics. It was very natural to you.”
I don't mind blood and am fascinated by the human body. I asked about my obsession with uniforms and how I adore jumpsuits.
“Uniforms…you have also been a soldier in multiple wars. You were once convinced you were fighting for the right reasons and were proud to defend your people until you realized that the other men were also defending theirs. In your eyes, their intentions were good too, wanting to protect their people as well. You dropped your gun and walked away.”
I knew it. Matters of justice and integrity are quite intense. Also, I am fascinated by past wars, battalions and the sense of fraternity which must have existed between men. The part and specific choice of wording with good intentions was all too much. In my world, it’s all about intentions. I often say the worst thing you could do to me is accuse me of having bad intentions. Now I get the connection.
“This may seem strange, but in another life, one of your daughters went far in her dancing career. At first, you both danced together, and she took off as a dancer and you have kept this connection to dance to try and find this daughter who is not in this incarnation. You have also dance in another time and you had it in your bones. You have played piano, the harp and another instrument which no longer exists, it resembles a mini flute which sounds like a transverse flute, the sound is like it.”
Wow! So interesting...I have always felt at home in dance studios. I mentioned that it was indeed funny and that these are ALL subjects and activities I have deep interest in and have invested time in to try and develop as much as possible. It also explains my deep interest for music, on top of my third ear…no wonder I have always renounced to solfeggio to play everything by ear. As we were discussing, I casually mentioned I had no children in explaining my story to which she replied "That's right, you wrote '0' for children in your initial contract. You can always go up, but you can't usually go down." she said with a huge smile. That could not have confirmed my alignment to my mission better and why motherhood never really appealed to me. The way she said it so matter of factly and warmly without judgement was liberating. Empowering. I am who I am supposed to be, thank you third ear and energy reader woman.
I stood grateful as she poured information on the page and in my heart, the same way I do when I write, it’s like taking dictation only she was taking dictation from a much larger source than I. It felt like receiving the list of ingredients that composed the pieces of my soul that I always knew were there but that I couldn’t explain. Just when I thought it couldn’t get clearer, the rabbit hole got deeper when I saw the following words appear on the monitor:
“You have always known you were not from here…since you were little. You never fit in with humans in your environment. Your thoughts surpass those of humans. It is still the same today. You see the clash between your form of thinking and those from people your age versus your REAL age, the age of the ancestral hierarchy you come from…”
My heart fell. How but HOW did she know this? Remember how I told you I had written in my notebook how I have “always felt different” or that I didn’t belong with the rest? I have always felt apart since I can remember. Like there was a physical distance between me and everyone (which fed the imposter syndrome). Like I belonged to another group of beings, but I have never been able to explain it. There was no other way for her to know as I have never written about this anywhere or told anyone, ever, and nothing could prepare me for what she was about to say…
The end ;)
When someone dies...
P.S. According to her experience, the deceased aren't always available to us, the same way friends and family are not free to hang out this weekend, they're busy doing other things! Our passed away loved ones are working on themselves, their consciousness and, depending on their evolution and our openness to entities, they can come visit us or give us signs. That is why, when someone has recently passed away, the soul of the deceased individual needs more support than we do! Now that the trend is host funeral services in a strange place (i.e. not at home), the soul can be lost, trying to find their body in more familiar places likes home. Lighting candles, praying for them, sending them our laughter when reminiscing over good times helps them greatly. They receive all that we send them energetically. Furthermore, it is not a good idea to ask them to "protect or watch over us" as they are already burdened with their own journey. Eventually they could become available and come visit, like the powerful visitation dream I had. When I asked why I was so fortunate to have had this divine experience, she said "Picture yourself inside the dark belly of an ancient boat without windows. Suddenly, someone opens the trap door from the top and the light floods in. That's how it is for spirits, they go towards the light. He came to you because you felt like the light and were available."
My name is Ivana. I love photography and meeting people. I hold a Master's in counselling psychology and work as a career consultant. Music is my fuel and an important source of energy in my life. I drive my vespa around the city and I love what I do! :) About this blog: me on my artistic soap box!
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